Rabu, 24 Desember 2003

He is of the Earth

He is of the earth

Just a seed at his birth

A pebble I watched grow

Into what I did not know

He might be a violet flower

Never wilting in a shower

He might be a rose

A beauty nature only shows

He might be a morning glory

For generations to tell the story

Whatever he is he is my own

and a Savior the world has never known

Jumat, 31 Oktober 2003

Wish I Could Say

I lie in our bed and wait for the dawn

I haven't be the same since you've gone

My hand reaches out to touch your face

But your not there; it's just empty space

I cry and I wonder with a weary heart

Do you think of me when we're apart?

I want to say I hate you and I do

But it's leveled by my love for you



Wish I could say I'm battered and bruised

That I was rejected, neglected and used

But I can't; it's not true

I'll still be in love with you

Wish I could say I'm better without you here

That I lived in misery, desolation, and fear

But I can't; what can I do?

I just want to get over you



I walk alone beneath the pouring rain

You've gone and left me with this pain

I feel exposed when you're not around

But when you're here my loves profound

My clothes are wet; they're soaking though

I want to know if I'll survive without you

I want to say I'm glad that you left me

But I still love you; why can't you see?



Wish I could say you've cheated and lied

That you've been deceitful; that you denied

But I can't; I always knew

I was born to love just you

Wish I could say since you left I haven't cried

But the truth is that without you I die inside

Oh yes; it's so true

I'll always be in love with you

Jumat, 22 Agustus 2003

You Think You Know Me

The tension hangs between us, tightening like a vise

You smile at me smugly, never trying to be nice

You look like the world will caters to your will

'Cause breaking peoples' spirits can give cheap thrills

Your exterior shows mask a cruel child within

And your vindictive games are wearing thin

You just grin, like my actions are small

Little do you know, you don't know me at all

You look at me and see a girl with no clue

Well this girl has got a clue just for you

Don't look at me like I'm deficient of views

'Cause believe it or not I do watch the news

You think because I'm young I'm like all the rest

Like I'm just a chick with a butt and a chest

Well I'm sick of all your stereotypical shit

And I'm not saying sorry for saying it

'Cause when you think you know me you've got it wrong

I'm more than a woman, I'm influential and strong

I'm everyone who lives life in their way

While you're just a man at a loss of what to say

Senin, 04 Agustus 2003

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I blow out a candle

I lit it for you

I watch the smoke rising

And wind my fingers through

Its beauty strikes me

It breaks my heart in two

I remember your face

I think of the candle as you

And the flame is your life

Which out yourself you blew

As I watch that smoke ascend

I feel like I am with you

The smoke of the candle

Will meet with you too...



Kamis, 15 Mei 2003

Breaking the Boy

She doesn't know what she does to him

This devil with an angelic face

She teases him and tempts him

With hints of her velvet and lace

Since the very first day he saw her

His heart unfurled before her feet

Little, now, did this boy know

Her world was littered with deceit

She'd been broken many times before

By all the men in her life

She was never the kind of girl

He could take to be his wife

Despite all this he continued on

And willingly she fell for him

Always moving with the tide

Giving her heart and soul at whim

She didn't mean to hurt him

He knew it would come to this

As much as he tried to keep her

She left him with a kiss

With her gone he moved on

Trying not to place the blame

Of his passionate love gone wrong

On her heart he couldn't tame

Soon she didn't remember him

Her long forgotten toy

He was just a victim of her game

Of breaking the boy.