Kamis, 05 April 2001

Sadistic Devotion

Sweet dreams, Good night

Whisper softly, "Put out the light"

Warm lips, Love erased

Fade away, Warmth's replaced

Cold ice, Visions gone

And its hours until the dawn

Red roses, Candle stick

Melt away, Burnt out the wick

Salty tears, Broken glass

The love we had is lost, Collapse

Pained screams, Star watch

Fall away, Drunk half the scotch

Bruised cheek, Kisses sweet

Lost words when fist and face meet

Sadistic devotion, Amorous hate

Waste away, but it's too late.

Sabtu, 01 Juli 2000

No Longer, No More

Gentle kisses reach my lips no longer

Tender touches feel my skin no more

My heart is aching for you to be with me

I cannot hide this feeling anymore

It hurts me thinking of my life without you

My world is falling, crashing to the ground

Thunder rolls as I wait for you in vain

It's clear to me now you're no longer mine

Sweet whispers find my ear no longer

Silent love enters my heart no more

How... can this be?

I loved you... and you loved me

I lie in bed each night calling out your name

I wake every morning reaching for you

I live each day wishing you were here

I want... gentle kisses, tender touches,

sweet whispers and silent "I love you's"

Minggu, 07 Mei 2000

Gypsies By Twilight

In daylight we are children holding our mothers' hands
In nighttime we are Bohiemiens traveling in our gypsy band
The day can get so boring, of school we often tire
While waiting for the night to come so we can dance beside the fire
With rings on our fingers and bells on our toes
We sing to the moon where ever she goes
The violin plays quickly by the fire's light
The wise owl takes in the sight
Of our scarves waving through the air
As we stick flowers in our hair
By day we sit patiently waiting for the night
And when the sun begins to fade we're gypsies by twilight.

Selasa, 18 April 2000

The Storm Breaker

My heart, it was so lonely

I thought it would beat for him only

Thought the storm would never fade away

Looking to the times of yesterday

All hope was nearly lost

No getting through no matter the cost

Then like a rainbow through the clouds

Spoke to me the most heavenly of sounds

My soul you lifted

Made me feel gifted

Restored my hope and love

You were sent from above

Baby, you chased my clouds away

And opened the sky for a bright new day

With you by my side I can touch the sky

Kissing all my worries and fears goodbye

Sabtu, 11 Maret 2000

The Daydreamer

While in school my mind does roam

To a place where Dragons have a home

Where Princes and Princess doth dwell

And Faeries speak secrets I dare not tell

Where water flows so deep and dark

And trees reach skyward with twisting bark

Where mountains stand so steep and tall

And Mermaids swim by a waterfall

Who knows where my mind may reach

When my teacher starts to teach

Jumat, 10 Desember 1999

Reflections of Imperfection

I look into this distorted glass

A cruel image comes back to me

And it breaks me more than I do it

When I see the face I hate to see



But now I'm caught inside that glass

Trapped with the spirits of dignity

And the ghosts of my self-esteem

Can I live in anonymity?



Or must I face the world this way?

Must I stay and face rejection

Or can I just stare into the broken glass

At my reflections of imperfection.

Senin, 25 Oktober 1999

Beauty is just Skin Deep

You broke my heart, you made me cry,

Without even giving me a try.

You judged by how I looked,

Just like I was some old book,

And I was wrong I should have guessed,

Why wouldn't you be like all the rest?

But now you ask me if I would

Go out with you, I don't think I should.



Because yesterday isn't that far away,

You didn't like me then, then why today.

So forget about now, let's think about then,

And if I've changed please tell me when.



My hair is long, my teeth are straight,

And now you're asking me for a date.

Who I am still hasn't changed.

Just my looks, isn't that strange,

That your mind changed when I'd

Changed my outside, not inside.

I'm looking for someone who loves

The me that was given from above.



Because yesterday isn't that far away,

You didn't like me then, then why today.

So forget about now, let's think about then,

And if I've changed please tell me when.



I thought you were honest

Thought you were caring

Thought you were everything I wanted.

But, oh no, I was wrong.

I should have known it all along.



Beauty is just skin deep,

It's the heart you got to keep.

But if you look into my eyes,

You'll see their owner's gotten wise,

And you'll see what you did wrong.

There's no more trying to belong.