Disillusioned

When I was a child I never was told

This world was so wild, unruly and cold

But tragedy never collided this close to my heart

Until Jared decided to tear my life apart

Its something that comes to all but me

Until I heard the drums of my destiny

The light of his candle had been blown away

A death I couldn't handle so I started to pray,

"God, help the people who've wandered afar

For they are the people whom hate did scar."



I've reached the conclusion

There's no more delusions

So start the confusion

From this moment on

I'm disillusioned...



When I was na�ve, people always said

Never deceive the one that you wed

What a group of liars they turned out to be

Full of impious desires and hypocrisy

Marriage is holy or so I've heard

But now love is only a fake silly word

Parents tear apart the kids they betray

So with a broken heart, I started to pray,

"God, help the lost children. They cry for a guide.

These are the children for whom your son died."



I've reached the conclusion

There's no more delusions

So start the confusion

From this moment on

I'm disillusioned...



When I was little I was made to believe

You never belittle what others achieve.

The worlds at peace and people understand

That we all need a piece to survive in this land

Racism is dead and Hate's just a word

I would lie in my bed and never had stirred

Until somebody tore my calm world away

I could not ignore so I started to pray,

"God, help humanity. Your people are crying

Please, end the insanity. Poor people are dying"



I've reached the conclusion

There's no more delusions

So start the confusion

From this moment on

I'm disillusioned...