Holding My Breath for an Illusion

Once again I find myself lying here

Grasping at the pillow

Buried in the sheets

Don't know how much longer I can wait

I haven't met you

Haven't touch you

I don't even know if you exist

Are you there anywhere

but inside my mind?

Or am I holding my breath for an illusion?

A heart that can love

Without loving anything

Must be destinies for the love that it cries for

But what if I'm not

What if you aren't there?

What if you never come and take me away

Happy endings aside

I need you there

I need someone there so my tears aren't in vain

A man of passion

Of genius, of love

I don't ask for a White Knight, I ask for you

Every flaw

Every scar

A reason for me to love you more

Though it might kill me

I will wait longer

Please, hurry to me. I will die if you don't come.